My wheels are spinning but I'm getting no where. 

The lights are on but I can't see anything.

There are people all around me, but I've never been so alone in my life.

The doctors are working on me but I don't feel better.

I hear the phone ring but I don't want to answer it.

There are not enough pillows on my bed.

The window is open too wide, but I can't shut it.

I have a head full of words and thoughts, but no way to drain them.

It feels like winter here, but there is no snow.

I am anxious.

Afraid.

Lost.

If only it would snow. And if I could close the window, get more pillows, turn off the lights, throw the phone away, shut my brain off and cancel my next appointments, I wouldn't mind the alone part so much!

However this is what was dealt me and I will somehow play the cards.  I will not fold.